Jealousy

Jealousy was not the norm for me
Others seeing me would usually turn green
But this time around I was sucked  right in
When my crush held the hands of the drama queen

Boys and men can fall
for the most superficial of traits
Why can't they wait for their true call
Why do they run after these weird dolls

She has neither my looks
Or my sense of taste
How is she able to bait her hook
And turn him into mushy paste

The J feeling is all consuming
A broad stroke of insecurity
A dark shade of anger
A looming tinge of anxiety

Am I inferior or is it
 an inferiority complex
Is jealousy a serious problem
 Or just an emotional reflex

Breathe in ! Breathe out!
ooooooomhmh pheeeeeeew
ooooooomhmh pheeeeeeew
°°°°°°°Jibrael Jos