Crying Quota

My quota of crying is not over
Let me cry my loss a little more
The waves are tossing and turning
And I can't see the other shore

I am well aware that with you
My cup of joy did overflow
But without you today
This boat is too heavy to row

My heart has a gaping hole
That only you could fill and heal
Drowning in this ocean of tears
It is a traumatic ordeal

I wish you had died and gone
then I could cry on your grave
Because each time you ignore me
I get swept by an emotional wave

My quota of crying is not over
Let me cry my loss a little more
The waves are tossing and turning
And I can't see the other shore